I appreciate your good wishes, but I am not aware at this time of having a “visceral” reaction, nor am I aware of any psychological condition regarding “aliens” that requires healing. Although I have had eight encounters of the first kind, with a couple that seemed to carry the personal message of “Hello, goodbye. We have no business together at this time”. This is purely a contextual observation on my part, not a presumed telepathic communication - just my read on the nature of the presentation. I have no reason to suspect any personal alien interaction, much less “abduction” which may have left some psychological injury. I see any relationship I might have with the alien intelligence to be at a distance and impersonal. I seek no more than that.