I don't know. I must be as crazy as you are because I love (and use that word carefully) your way of free flow of consciousness expressions. You were (are) interested with much to overcome, to carry, because you are deemed strong enough to carry it. You are proving that forecast to be justified.
I do not want to miss a nuance, so I now must go back and reread this remarkably insightful, informative, and entertaining essay. I emphasize "entertaining", because I consider that the linchpin to knowledge. The teacher who knows not how to entertain knows not how to teach, and his words fly away quickly. I do not put the burden on you of being a "teacher", but I quickly ordain you "Maximum Entertainer".
"Young blood" at age 85. I'll accept that.
Oh, "seeker heart" - rare, and you lead.
One of the relative few you are who truly appreciate the power of words, spoken and unspoken.
We usually tell more about ourselves in our comments on other subjects than we may realize. I enjoy the revelations of our political entertainers, Ted Cruz comes to mind among thousands., who unknowingly shows us his shadow side as her meaninglessly attacks someone else. My family just arrived from an important Dr. visit. I must get the report.
More later, my friend.