Julie — I am with you. My birth certificate is 82yrs. old. I am closer to your age, generally biologically in my mid 60’s.
Institutional Christianity is dying, as it must. It’s theology has been out of step with the life and teachings of Jesus for 2000 years benefiting only the institution itself.
Thank you for following your integrity. Having set yourself free, you will remain so, and you will find a closer walk with your best friend, guide, and teacher occurring naturally, warmly, and eternally. Your courage has joined you with many more than you might yet realize, and we are growing in numbers every day.