SEX, GOD, BALANCE, PSYCHIC EXPLORATION — WANDERINGS

I will say things here I do not normally discuss with my family. Why? What do I hide? Do I chose to live a secret life? If my daughter reads this, it will disturb her. She prefers to think of me as sexless, but knows better. She simply does not want to talk or think about it. There will be some of that discussion here.

So, beloved daughter, if you see this little essay, move on to something else.

My birth certificate is 84 years old. I always tell my age this way. I live the difference between chronological age and biological/psychological age. Medical science is just now recognizing that difference.

For me, the difference is great, and I am thankful. It has grown out of blessing and effort, mental and physical. I am always much younger than 84. This begins as a self-guided psychological exercise.

Am I just an old man attempting to fool himself? Possibly, but of course I don’t think so.

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Considering sex:

I am close to obsessive/compulsive regarding sexual thoughts. I am healthy. I practice monolithic Tantra yoga daily along with qigong, and customized martial arts exercise daily. All this is active meditation.

My testosterone level is well above that expected in a thirty year old. Give Tantra the credit for that. (Incidentally, never take testosterone supplements. They inhibit your systems natural production of the hormone.)